I was away for a few days. For a couple of years, I have been planning a backpacking trip by myself. I grew up backpacking, hiking, camping, fishing, etc. Then I married a man that told me that he liked those things but then as soon as we were married, I found out that it was a lie to get me interested in him. He didn’t want to do anything like that. Anything that we did took a lot or convincing and he acted like it was a chore. After the divorce, I met BFF and started doing these things again but then we broke up. For a while, we still did things together but I realized that I needed to do these things alone. I started accumulating gear. I bought a few things, my ex-bf/bff bought me some, my mother bought me some, my sister bought me some. I realized a few months ago that I would be able to do it this year. I started planning my first trip and then in June, we had a fire in the area and I wasn’t sure if I was going to be able to do the trip. We were on fire restrictions and the forest closed for a while. The time came for the trip and things were back to normal and my trip was on.
I spent early last week gathering up gear and packing. I was getting more and more nervous and excited. Wednesday, I took off. I worked my trip around my son visiting his girlfriend. I took him up, spent time in the wilderness, then picked him up.
I decided to start with just a day hike on the perimeter trail in Ouray. I am so glad that I decided to do that. I had two products to filter my water. One was a Life Straw water bottle that I bought for day hikes a few years ago. I had only needed to use it a couple of times and when I went to use it on this hike, it would not pull water. I ended up cutting that hike quite short as I had no source of hydration. I am so glad that I bought my Water filter bag. I bought it knowing that I needed a source for water cooking. This bag became my trip saver.
I headed back over Red Mountain Pass towards my destination. I decided to camp near the trailhead so I drove toward it and found a nice place on the side of the road to pitch my tent for the first time. It was so peaceful out in the middle of nowhere by a river. There was another camper about 1/4 mile down from me but I couldn’t see or hear them. I spent the evening journaling, reading, and just enjoying being out in nature. I had my little poodle out there with me. He was having a blast exploring out there. The only bad thing is the bugs were awful so I decided to climb into the tent early and read in there. It was quite funny when I tried to get my pup in the tent. He would NOT get in. I had to go physically bring him in the tent and zip it up. He spent at least twenty minutes staring out the window or at the zipper. Eventually, he settled down, climbed in the bag with me and we were in bed quite early.
Thursday morning I woke up, packed up the gear and headed to the trailhead. My goal was Ice Lakes. I had only been up there one other time and loved it. It is only a short hike one way but it is considered a hard hike due to elevation gain. I had a pack that weighed about 26 pounds. I was excited and very nervous. Some young man had just come down and we talked for a few minutes and he was so encouraging. I was having a hard time gathering up the courage to start the trek but I put on the pack, locked the car and started up the mountain.
I was only hiking to the lower basin with the pack. There were a few times that I did consider turning back. At one point, my calf that I injured in February started hurting pretty badly. That was the one moment that I thought that I might not make it.I took a long break and then started back up. I was sweating like crazy, panting, sore but I made the three miles to the lower basin. I had camped up there once before and knew of a great place to pitch the tent. I was so happy that I found the spot and it was available. I pitched the tent, filled my water bag and chilled the rest of the day. I did a lot of thinking about my life, past and future. At one point, I was sitting on this rock watching hikers, listening to nature, taking pictures, and thinking. I just started crying. I sat there and realized where I was previously. Ten years ago, I was planning my suicide. Five years ago, I was going through a divorce and had horrible chronic pain. I thought I would never be happy again. I never thought I would be able to do what I just did.
I went to bed early again that night and actually slept twelve hours. I don’t remember the last time I slept that long. It was cool and quiet. My house is quiet but not near like it is on top of the world with no one around. Friday morning, I hiked the last 1 1/2 mile to the upper basin. Puck and I sat by the lake for a while and just enjoyed it. There were quite a few people up there and everyone was so happy and kind. I took a quick dip in the alpine water. it felt good to wash off all the sweat from the previous days. I decided to head down when the storm clouds started coming in and I heard thunder. I did not want to be above timberline during a storm so I chose to not to hike to any of the other lakes and hiked back to my campground. I packed up my gear and went down the mountain. I did have one little incident on the way down the mountain. I slipped on some gravel and rolled off the trail. I am glad it wasn’t a real steep area and I wasn’t hurt.
The rest of that day was pretty uneventful. I drove back to Ouray and ended up at a KOA that night as I couldn’t find a place to back country camp. I won’t do that again. Saturday morning, I went up to Ridgeway for a coffee while waiting for Orvis Hot Springs to open up. I had heard of it for years but had never been before. I decided to splurge money wise and got a massage and soaked for hours while I waited for my son to get there so we could drive home back over the three beautiful passes.
So that was my big adventure. At almost fifty-one, I took off by myself into the mountains of Colorado with a backpack on my back and was never lonely once. I am so proud of myself and excited to plan another adventure. I have more to share from this week but I feel that this has been long enough for today. It would have been real easy to just not come back to civilization.
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